I really appreciate all y'all's prayers and kind words. Thank you so very much.
Just Mr. Macchiato, Frappy and I went. Double Shot stayed home with Benny. We decided to have her put to sleep in the basket she was born in. We saved Eve's ashes and will be scattering them together with Lu Lu's at a place we took them camping many times. They were great buddies. Frappy wants to be there so we will have to wait until she can go.
Benny doesn't know what is going on. He was very spastic last night and wouldn't settle down. He was also over salivating (he does that when he's excited but never to the point he was last night). He spilled Mr. Macchiato's drink, we couldn't get him to stay in one place for more than 2 minutes, and when we tried to put him in his crate he just barked and barked. We were going to let him sleep with Double Shot but he just would not settle down. Around midnight Mr. Macchiato lost it. I ended up putting him in his crate and sleeping on the floor by him.
This morning Benny was very subdued when I let him out of his crate. He went to Lu Lu's crate and sniffed around and then seemed to be looking for her. I watched him when I let him out into the back yard and he ran around sniffing and then would go to different parts of the yard and look around him while pointing his nose in the air and sniffing. He then went and sat by the back door and was looking at me like he doesn't understand. When I let him in he just lifted his paws to me so I could clean them. I pet him for a bit and he kept pressing his head into me while being very still. He was happy to see Mr. Macchiato come down the stairs but I think he got his feelings hurt because Mr. Macchiato couldn't let him rub up against his legs and get his hair all over his dress pants. It is very unusual for him to be so calm in the morning.
It is a beautiful morning after all the days of rain. Hopefully, it will be the same in our hearts soon.