I'm not my usual Monday morning self... Instead of being filled with hope for the new week before me I am grumpy and unmotivated. If I felt like this every Monday I would hate them.
I feel like I worked all weekend but as I look around I can't really tell that I accomplished much of anything. I think it is because I did something in every room but didn't actually finish anything. I did laundry too but I somehow have 5 more loads. There are only 3 of us here! And my iron has that draggy coating on it and I don't have any iron cleaner which means I'm going to have to go buy some.
I'm also two weeks behind in my bible study homework and the class is tomorrow morning. The class is on prayer and I just don't want to do that homework right now. I'm not a rainy day Christian who just prays when things are going sour. I'm totally the opposite. I love to pray when all is well... well, and I do pray when things are dire. I pray real hard then. But... when things are not going well... when I just don't get stuff... I stop. And I brood. And I've been brooding a lot over this last year. That is why I picked the study on prayer. But, now I don't want to do the homework. I just don't feel like it.
So I am going to put on some music, get busy with the housework and try to get through this homework today. Even though I don't want to do any of it.